But I don't know what is the topic in this post..
Hm.. maybe it's about you and your confusion.
You told me that you're so confused what must you do next. But I think your confusion haven't a reason. Because if you are confused about this problem I think you don't trust what I've said before. My advices are not important to you. Yeah I know that I'm not a good translator of my mind but I feel there are something wrong about him. If you think "nobody is perfect", yeah I think so but I don't know how to explain you my reason why I don't like him. I'm just afraid. Maybe you think that I'm so selfish but it's up to you if you wanna trust me or not. I suggest stopping give him expectation anymore. Maybe I don't know which one is correct or wrong but if you ask me about my opinion, this is my opinion. So buddy, let's follow your heart and pray to Allah SWT. I always wish the best for you and love you as always.
Your buddy
Andi Rahmayanti
Andi Rahmayanti